the one with the insomnia

past 3 days have been sleepless...
allocated sleeping timeslot wasnt used effectively at all

the results are:
lack of concentration
reduction in speed and accuracy
lethargic-ness
incredibly heavy eye bags
incessant nightmares
pessimistic thoughts
new year resolutions torn to pieces

i endured with it i guess..
i survived the whole day though..so i shall complain no more..

moving hall...moving hall...soon..
lalalalala...yay yay..
moving to hall 12..or 13...
both are exteremely popular..
but newer buildings than my current hall10..with the same cost..
and better security level..
and of course nearer to school..
but why some ppl took my happiness away...
saying it's not so good...
very hot...
so troublesome to move here n there...
must pack then unpack...
why why..
why there must always be cons to every single good thing in life??
can i just always look at the bright side of life?
will i be too naive in doing so?

this early morning (and i mean really early)..it juz came to me that my english has been transformed significantly ever since my arrival to singapore..
my singlish has indeed improved..a lot...
to some degree it's good...
sporean cant tell that i am not one of them...
but the downside is...the grammatically wrong singlish seems perfectly right to me..
and it will take me especially long to correct a wrong sentence tt i said myself...
yup..like in this case..."i said myself"----> overemphasis of "i"
this is badddddd..........



1 quite significant insightful thought tt came to me during my insomniac phase
some ppl can be weird...
but mayb they're not so weird
may it's me tt's weird
and i realised i have no right to judge
i should just accept them for who they are
or perhaps should stay away from them right from the very beginning
coz it's harder not to say anything bad abt 'em when u noe them
than not talking to them at all when u are yet to noe 'em
what am i blabbering so much...

haih...everybody always puts on his/her mask..
so how am i supposed to noe which is the real him/her right from the start?

speaking of mask...i am so looking forward to the Phantom of The Opera @Esplanade on 11th April..

something new today:
i haf a new plan ie i will study in school library til late almost everyday!! (for exam and quizzes or tutorials) which failed due to overconfluence of ntu undergrads crowd..

PS: intake of blueberries may be able to tackle bowel cancer